StillThey were a blue like I’ve never seen the like of.Still by ~SimbaCUB92
Robin’s egg
Sapphire
Tropical island water
I looked him up and down
but they weren’t your eyes.
The deep voice cleared its throat
and said excuse me.
Not ‘scuse me.
They all laughed except him
They all wondered why.
But my heart was in my throat.
I recalled my hot tear stained,
mucus dripping face
pressed to the cool grass.
My golden brown hair coiling over the clovers,
like flames being doused by the ocean.
It was embarrassing,
I became the fool.
Indeed, what is God’s answer
for the nestling?
for the open wound?
for the open womb?
The blue amethysts
slid away f
KiteWhen I am called for duty, why do I always forget my musket?Kite by ~SimbaCUB92
When the sun touches the cloud’s ridges, why do I always forget to pray?
Why do I always forget to be your soldier?
To fight for our love, fight for us?
If I was asked to run to you,
I wouldn’t hesitate.
My feet wouldn’t match the escalation of my soul.
Pulling off the blindfold for the thousandth time,
Stupefied by my stupidity.
Why? Why? Why?
Even if I trip and fall,
and bleed hot blood,
I’m running to you.
I want our future to fly,
like a newborn kite
like fledgling.
And every ounce of my screams
as I’m held in the shelter of your arms,
as I’m
Whirlawind, whirlawayWhere are your eyes?Whirlawind, whirlaway by ~SimbaCUB92
Teach me how to see.
Where is your mouth?
Let me find you piece by piece.
Whirlawind, whirlaway,
Insane
so much blood
in the pocket of flesh
below the navel.
In between consciousness
I scream
I reach out for you
middle aged eyes
defy reason
and seize me
you don’t frighten me
unlike others
devour me
bring hope to my woman’s damnation.
You do not douse my fire
but gently make sure it
doesn’t go out of control.
I have so much inside me,
I can’t smother it.
I must reveal it to
you, you who understands.
Neutral 
Sta.sh
